I went to see James Paul. 

He heard the distress in my voice immediately. I told him that I had found a swollen lymph node in my armpit.

I told him about the emotional issues tied to hypoglycemia. We talked about kidney and lymphatic drainage and about tenderness and sweetness in a loving relationship. We talked about tension and how I have a lot of it. 

He showed me where the kidney points were on my leg. My right leg wasn’t sore, but my left leg (tumor side) was very sore.

He happened to wrap his hand around the top of my left foot. And that was sore. And I smacked myself in the head. DUH.  I have a reflexology license and I forgot all about stimulating the reflexes on the foot. I can encourage lymph flow very easily. 

Amazing how hard it can be to take care of yourself. Any time I don’t feel well I have to call someone else and ask what I need to do. It is like all self-care and knowledge goes out the window. Or I just want to be nurtured.

Sweetness and tenderness. Yeah, I want that.