I went to Houston Medical Imaging again yesterday. I finally got a call from the radiologist. She encouraged me to come in to have an ultrasound to compare the last one with me and look at the lymph nodes. 

It didn’t look good. 

The radiologist pulled up all of the images at the end and we went into her office and compared the MRI to the old and new ultrasounds. She showed me a starfish pattern on the breast next to the tumor. Apparently this is how the tumor sets itself up to spread. 

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It didn’t look good.

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I was fine when I was talking to her, but later I couldn’t sleep. 

I felt scared. 

I felt tired. 

I felt overwhelmed. 

I felt so tired of having challenges in my life.