I received a call from the OB’s office. The results from the MRI are inconclusive due to the lack of contrast. 

I feel frustrated and upset because when I see the pictures I see a stark contrast between tissue types. Admittedly, I have not been trained to read MRIs.

I want to see a difference. I want to see progress – partly because I know there is a reduction in tumor size. I can feel it.

I am also feeling frustrated again about this surgeon. He said that I didn’t need contrast. But according to the radiologist, I do. Aggravating and frustrating. I will check with him today or tomorrow, assuming he got the inconclusive report.