Dentist Visit to Plant the Implant

Went to Dr. Nored’s office to get my implant put in. He used these tiny sets of tools to drill a hole in the bone (tiny drill bits in increasing diameters) and then a tiny ratcheting screw driver to screw in the implant screw. Piece of cake! So excited to start this process.

We also looked at tooth 29. It just doesn’t feel right. We took the x-ray of the implant and tooth 29. Dang! Another cavitation present. I’m just not sure how to get rid of this bacteria that has happily taken up residence in my jaw. I will add it to my “throw this out into the Universe to be answered” prayer pile.

Encouraging the Tumor to Talk

My friend and therapist, Melissa Rayburn, suggested that we dialogue with the tumor to see what it has to say. She took a class from the Upledger Institute (they teach craniosacral; it is where I took my classes) called Dialoguing with the Organs, last week. And, as I can benefit and I won’t think her crazy, I am a great candidate for her to practice on. Win-Win. (A favorite line from the movie Letters from Juliet.)

She started out with the basic craniosacral, tuning into my system, eventually coming to the tumor asking it if we could talk. The next 30 minutes was up to me to relay whatever came up. I could feel the point of view shifting from time to time. The main feeling was “restrictive.” The main emotions were that of holding onto energy (emotions). The past experience of being beaten up by a stranger (I was 9) showed up. I felt that there were some of his emotions trapped in the tumor. Interesting how challenging it is to give him back his “stuff.” [Side note: As am empath, I must have absorbed some of his chaos and pain unknowingly.] It was rather yucky. I did do a bit of twitching while releasing that yucky energy.

Thank you, Universe, for accepting the chaos and pain that was not mine to hold.

I felt very drained but much lighter after the session.

Got home, got kids and food and went to Bryan’s (a friend from all the way back in elementary school) to have dinner and hang out by his pool. He is a good guy. I enjoy his company.