The discussion is about the presence of your constraints to creativity – about disempowering ourselves. AND WOW. Just like that. I got how I have disempowered myself with regard to loving myself. By expecting the men in my life to love me the way I want to be loved, especially when they have baggage in the area of love, I really disempowered myself. I didn’t act for myself. I didn’t love myself (in action). According to Andreas Moritz’s book, Cancer is NOT a Disease, cancer is “not loving” yourself. If I consider all of the things I haven’t done for myself because I was waiting for someone else to do it. So many missed opportunities. And in the meantime, I have been feeding negativity into my body because I constantly feel let down by the men who can’t live up to my expectations. The breast is about nurturing, right? Well, by God, I haven’t been nurturing myself. Instead of filling myself with loving actions, I am pouring sadness and disappointment into myself because no one else is filling me up. People learn by example.
It is time for me to set the example of how I want to be loved by LOVING MYSELF in Action.
The rest will fall into place later. Even if that means a breakup.